Life was rosy and all was happy one day

Then things changed and  everything I did was wrong. 

Leaving me spiralling downwards, and loosing my confidence.

I didn't know what I had done wrong

And when asked, the answer was of course you know.

But I didn't and there was no explanation

I felt unloved, I felt betrayed I felt like I was the worst person ever. 

What had I done, apart from help someone who said they needed help.

Little did I know, they were a con artist and played on people's emotions. 

But the storm was brewing.

For 3 months the silence was unbearable.

Just a grunt when I asked a question. 

Ooh God I prayed help me

But the answer didn't come at first. 

One day I was given my marching orders

The most spoken to me in  nearly 6 months.

Obediently I walked away, knowing if I didn't the physical pain would start

I didn't know where to go so I went for a drive to try and clear my mind. 

And found a place to park up. 

I was confused, I was angry. Communication was completely non existent. 

But I had so many questions unanswered. 

Love had gone, or was it there in the first place 

I didn't know. 

That night I felt unlovable, not worth anything.

And yet God was moving, but HE felt so far away

My pain was emotionally, unbearable

Though it never showed

God opened a door, which only he could do.

And I moved out of my comfort zone and into the unknown.

God was answering my cry, but He still had so much to do.

The hurt and pain was swallowed, but still remained

For years the anger was bubbling away beneath the surface. 

It takes a God who knows you inside out to start the healing

A God who gently and tenderly takes the pain away and reminds you that He loves like no other.

And every pain or joy can be given to Him and He has the  the healing needed

The storms of life are different for each one of us. 

What one person can take in their stride, another will fall and crumble.

But one thing I know and one thing I am sure of 

Whatever we go through either great big or small

We can bring it to Jesus, God's only Son

And He will heal, because of the blood HE shed for us

On Calvary so many years ago. 

It is still relevant today, He is still waiting for you to ask for His help

And believe that He died for you, so that you could have eternal life.

He's waiting to be your guide through the storm

He's waiting for you to call His name.

He's waiting to surround you with his love.

You just need to ask.